Guess who woke up this morning feeling worse than a week ago??
This flu really knocked me out cold, but I thought one was supposed to get better by staying home and taking it easy.
After all.. I've been home for over a week.. I did take a short walk outside the day before yesterday, wanting to breathe fresh air and all.. But now I can barely stand because my legs shake so much.. My hands and arms does the same.
..I've gotten nosenbleed too. And since I can't breathe properly through my nose, it felt weird as hell.. xD

Oh well, I'm sure I'll be fresh and ready for School, next week!
The only thing that worries me is, that I had an important test today... AND I was supposed to turn in an essay for Swedish Class.. (Althought.. I only read the mail, telling about it, this morning, so I can't say I'm sad, since I wont have to face my teacher emptyhanded again D: .)


Only one month to go, then I'm free for the summer. No more school until August.. But work.. yeah.. money money money.. I sure as hell need that..

I know that I'm going to spend my weekend watching CSI..gee what a life, but what the heck, it's enough for me ^^
What'll you guys do? 8)


*rolls away*

.. I don't get it... why... Keep dreaming dude! 


This is my baby <3
And it also explain what I've been doing this weekend.. among other things..


I feel really really sick.. Almost like I'm gonna throw up.. And now, that we don't want..
so I'll run the field! Taking a good book with me..

じゃ、ではまた！

hmm... I've been pondering about this even before I became a FC membee...

but. I.can't.be.the.only.one!!
We should all know by now, that they are insane, they are crazy, nutcases, the whole 5 of them!!

Like I'm the one to talk..

Anywaaays (once, Hanna told me that you shouldn't put an 's' after 'anyway', she got told of several times when she studied in Seattle, for this (?), but it's haaard not to!) BACK TO SUBJECT!!

...you ready?







....y'sure?

you

....


...................


Why is it..??


ゴールデン・スパイク・ヘル・


???


Oh Ruki.. you know I love you but..  no..I don't get it..   but I still love you. *laughs*

But I think UruPON takes home the prize, because, he's just so Fine and Dandy!!


...anyone here who has some teories about what G.U.B stands for?   I have some, but I dun wanna tell because I'm silly.. >'D



Reita's manly man!! I mean, a dude with a name like ROCK'NROLL SWINDLE has to be manly, right, right!
But I won't even start on Kai... His blog name gives me images, that I.don't.wish.to.see.Thank. you. very. much. (I'm a teenager, can't help that I connect some words..hmm.. why bother.. )
There's a reason why I always start with Aoi's blog! Ö_Ö

I'm sorry, I shall go bury myself in my bed, and try get rid of this nasty cold as quick as possible!  So I can go back to normal. >8D


I'm so stupid btw! I had to use the home phone to call my mobile. (Couldn't find it) and then when I did find it, I saw that I has one missed call and I was like "OMG, WHAT IF IT WAS SOMETHING IMPORTANT!!!?!?!?!?"  ..

Sometimes, my own stupidity surprises me..

..I thought it would become an easier task to keep my room tidy when I got a smaller one? In my ass!
That rule obviously doesn't count me in!

I hate being sick! The only person in my family who isn't coming down with a cold right now is my big brother. But I guess he'll get his part of the cooties in a few days..

My head is spinning, my nose is mofo and my throat is on fire.  I haven't been sick for a while so it isn't surprising, but I think I could have managed without the sore throat.

Earlier this week, I did a happy dance when I finally got the first episode of Gokusen season 3.. ^____^


I've been eating more ice cream this week than I've done under a lifetime.. Or so it feels.. Isn't true thou.. I've always been crazy about ice cream.

Hmm, I just found out that my second year officially will be over at Jun the 16th. I think that's pretty early for our school, usually we won't be out before 22th at earliest..  And we always start one week ahead of the other schools. (Well, this maybe won't be the case in fall, since we're changing locations.) I can't complain, since that means that I will get some time for myself before starting to work. ( Do not waaaant >_>_>_>)
It's only about a month left of school.. One month left and then I will never see that building again.
Then it will only be one year left for me, until graduation..




..I haven't really comprehended that this lappy is my own.. mine.. mine.. I've paid it with my own money. Feels good.. x3

I should probably leave it for a while now, since my head is going bonkers and I can't continue to adore my treasure in this state now can I? ;)

ugh.. I cleaned my room.. It was needed.. But I think all the dust got into my brain somehow.. xD  my eyes are kinda swollen again. Allergic reaction maybe?
And I was vacuumcleaning the windowshell (so much dust over there @_@) and I acidentally made my flowerplant suffer a bit.. let's just say that it's missing a leaf here and there from now on xD
..My wall really looks like crap now, over 8 of them has fallen down xDD
I won't be bothering to try to get them up again until I've bought some new tac..
..At least my poster with Kai on fron shoxx bis never fails me. He's stuck where hes been for over a year or so.. showing off some of his skin for me 'pets tummy*<33   *snort*

Now.. if only I could find the energy to clean my bookshelfs a bit more.. bleeeh. orka.

I have to go down to Vivo and buy whipped cream and meringue (too lazy to bake it myself, and besides, usually, I'm a disaster in the kitchen and thus, shouldn't spend to much time in there ;), but I don't waant to.. I'm tired >_<

I guess I could go later today but I would like to get it done with.. and then I can watch Live action Honey and Clover and re-watch Hana Kimi.. <8D


mmh sounds good to me already.


...I left this tab open without posting the entry.. xD Forgot.. oh well.. I've bought what I was supposed to buy (and a bit more.. My brother says it's a good thing that I'm alone so often, because when I feel lonely, I bake xD Cookies, muffins, cakes.. whatever.. xD.. )
So I've spent the recent two hours making small cakes.. But I failed at the end when I was decorating them.. I got tired and just mashed something on... the ones who's seen Toras failed attempt at decorating a cake, now you can imagine how mine looked like xD

I gotta call mom and ask if she could buy some more miso soup and seaweed for me.. I forgot to buy it >_<

Now I have to go and cut the power to  our router again because I see that my internet is going bonkers again, and I wont be able to post this if it isn't working ;D.. Comhem sucks I haaaateee it, I have to re-start it at least two times a day because our internet sometimes stops working.

I'm not really used to play around in PS with a laptop, it's a bit hard.. But I'm gonna buy a optic mouse soon anyway ^^

It turns out that PC City did send my order this week, they just didn't say anything! Lazy ones ;P
Yesterday, when I was eating lunch, my mom came into my room and held up a note.. And I quickly spotted the logo of the postal service xD
I was like "Is that?!?!? o _O"
My mom just laughed and said that it probably came yesterday, and the certain someone who picked up the mail the day before, didn't bother to tell me. evil!
It came in a HUGE white box.. and in the box there was a smaller box! ;)
..The first thing that happened after I fixed everything up was, that my brother hijacked it.. Playing some silly games on it and torturing me..
I had to bribe him with some Midori to make him leave xD

But I finally got my lappy.  And it feels so good! I'm working with getting all the stuff from the PC to my laptop.
My brother wanted the hard drive..We'll see.. otherwise, I had plans of putting it in a small corner of my room, never to be used again, except for sometimes maybe XD
I think I should save it until I've bought a new PC too..

LOOK ELLINOR, Look how pretty it is ;DD

..I want to remove the stickers.. Because after a while, dirt will collect around them and then if you remove them later, it will look like crap.(has experience of stickers stuck onto laptops from the past) Do not want!



..It looks like one of the top posters is going to fall down soon..Strange, those doesn't usually do so.. They've been there for the longest.. I seriously consider selling of all my posters. they're just ANNOYING xD


Well, I'm of to watch some anime and live action drama! (this is pure bliss, I can watch full screen without all the slowness ish. Heck, I don't even have to minimize the window to almost non existing to be able to watch it!!  *cloud nine*




help me.. should I pre-order the ZY mega editon? ;_; I want it soo much.. But I kinda forgot to make the payment for my last order at Third Stage so I don't know.. xD

.maybe I should save most of the money and join Club Alice instead.. want to..

.. Do not buy that damned photobook, NO!

Ellinor and I was looking for flight tickets to Japan earlier today, we found some pretty cheap ones, but we wont decide on anything before we know how a9 and the gazemens tourdates will look like.. (And since we wont be going until next year.. we probably have to wait for a while or two, don't you say? ;)
Anyways, my summerjob wont be giving me that much money, only 10 000 sek (a bit more than 1000 euro)for 5 weeks..
But I'll start saving up my money from CSN too, so by the end of this year, I should at least have 15000.. but you never know about me..
and I also have to make sure to buy the new dvd.. damn, there's 3 dvds! oh god.. xDD oh well..screw that..
My grandma is also going to pitch in with some money for my trip so.. yay.. <8D

We'll stay in Tokyo for 2 months if everything goes as planned.. Oooh I'm excited!!


gaaaaah pollen allergy is killing meeee!

Mom is positive that I'm allergic to pollen..
My eyes are swollen and runny and my throat is EVUUUUUL! it doesn't hurt but it just feels swollen >_<
Let me drown in self misery..

I've never been like this before now have I? Althought.. mom has asthma and my brother is also allergic to pollen so it's not really surprising.. xD

bah.. I think it's time to sleep.. I need to get up early tomorrow... G'night ~

...they still haven't sent my computer *pouts*
If they don't do it tomorrow, I probably wont get it until next week, since it's holiday.
School is going on like always, the national test today didn't go too well. Mostly because the subject, we were given to write about, sucked major. I was so annoyed and at the end I wrote a lot of dipshit but nothing that I was supposed to write..bah.

I'm thinking about getting some highlights.. or whatever..

I bought new trousers today? ;________;


*pouting*


gaaaah I'm so irked!!  Hit me in the head pls. *facepalm*

..I haven't studied at all, for the test in social studies tomorrow.. bohoo..

I have to make the payment for SuGs upcoming album, preferably tomorrow.. So I'll guess I have to ask mother for some cash in advance ;o

My eye won't stop running and I still have a lump in my throat so I can't breath properly.. Signs of a cold closing in on me maybe? ;DD


I'm in a good mood, even if I complain a lot.. ~ x'D

... o _O

..Why is it.. that every time I start my computer and the first time I open up the Safari web browser , my internet shuts down for a short time..?  o _ O

xDD It makes my msn and AIM go bonkers and God forbid that I actually are downloading something at that moment! D:

I only use Safari to look at the heresy section and their blogs.. Merely because it looks much more pretty ;D
And because it's easier for me to keep a track on all the stuff I'm doing ^_^

..I'm boooreed.. I'm watching clips with alice nine.. and gazette..But I should probably go to bed since I have some important tests tomorrow @_@

Take care <3

I've been quite absent from LJ for a few days now. How silly of me!

BUT! I rise from the absence! And with me I bring a new header!!
Well, everything is changed actually. <8D I like it..
I suck at html and can't do any big changes so the only thing I can to is to play around in PS.. but still I'm satisfied, for the moment atleast.. ^^'
And I used my own scans of the ayabiexalice nine photoshoot... ^___^

I love Matildas hair.. She's so pretty *_*
..Sadly, I didn't bring the camera to the resturant.. But Ellinor did.. :DD


OHOHOHOOOOOH!! We ordered my lappie yesterday! I'll have it sometime next week.. 2-5 bussinesdays.. I can barely wait @_@


..National tests in English tomorrow.. Wish me luck..

*Jumps up and down*
We're in class right now and I was browsing the gazemen's OHP.. I'm a bit slow on the news here but damn..
I think Llelle and me can agree on that 2008 is one heck of a year. Even thought we're only in the fourth month yet..

4 months to wait ;___;  and a new single!?? <8ooo 
*goes of to hide money*

Ellinor got her ClubAlice membership approved and she'll probably run all the way home today <8D
Now, Only I have to get my but out of the Van and join too..

Multimedia A.. Do not want..

anyone wanna make me an intro for a homepage? I consider using the fanclub as a theme <8D *brainless*

This was possible the worst night I've had for a while..
At first I couldn't go to sleep, my mind was racing and I had to watch 3 movies before I fell asleep..

Only to wake up 50 minutes later with a intense pain in my stomach.. I was so hungry that I thought I was gonna throw up o _O
So I wobbled out to the kitchen and ate some bread.. it didn't work at all.. So I stood on the kitchen floor bending over because I couldn't stand upright..
I forced myself to eat the last orange while watching Tokyo Riders..(I'm so grateful that I have my own dvdplayer and TV ;_;).
It took several hours before I fell asleep again because I didn't dare move an inch, no quick movements here no.. xD

I think I should ask mom to make an appointment with our doctor.. I need to know what's wrong with me.. being in pain, so often, it's taking it's toll on me.. No wonders I'm so tired nowadays.>_<


Well well.. I don't want to think about that anymore.. It only serves to make my world much more grey. We don't want that <8D

I'm having second thoughts on which computer I'm going to buy..
Right now, I feel the most attatched to LG E500-J.AP37V, but I also consider buying HP Pavilion 6768... I can't choose >_<
I've been searching for pictures of them, IRL pictures so to speak(those pictures you can find at the online stores sucks! Ò_Ó).. but damn that is hard work, I can't find any at all xD  *major fail*

Oh well, I'll have a few days left to decide, I'll probably buy it on Friday, after school, before we're going to Ming Garden to eat dinner...

gee, some people must be lacking a serious amount of braincells..

nah I shall not bring my rant to a public post, that I'll save for my myspace or private entries.. or possibly BDB.. bdb (Swe. version of the photo diary), that's such a ideal place if you wanna wank some.

Anyways, I spoke with my father some time ago, and he agreed that I could kill my account at Nordea (Stock market thingies) and buy myself a new lappie.. Since my old computer practically is giving up, and I am in dire need of a new one...(This has been a fact for the last couple of months, and now I even have to cut the power every time I want to start it..!! The power button doesn't work and I have removed the battery, since it was dead..xDD )
And I also need one when I'll go to Japan next year so.. yuep.. nice price! *rants*

um.. tomorrow, I shall go to Haninge centrum and visit my friend at her work, I'm going there to talk about a possible summer job..
I really hope that they'll give it to me, since I don't wanna work at TAC again (And I probably wont get it either.. thank GOD!)

My legs and arms are shaking like mad.. They've been doing this all day, and I thought it was because I hadn't eaten properly before lunch but I've eaten after that and it still haven't disappeared >_>
I think I shall go rest some, and finish watching NLSG, which I started watching this morning ^^'
mm, I wonder if there's anything good on TV tonight..


Today, I reserved SuG's upcoming album.. and.. I wasn't supposed to buy anything at all now.. I was supposed to save all my money... hyuuu somebody please block Third Stage from my computer >_>>_>
but... It was the limited version and and.. skit au!!

oh well.. I have 28 days due to payment.. <8D

On Monday, I shall go to the bank with mom and dad and empty my account and then I'll probably drag Ellinor along to PC city on Tuesday to buy the lappie..

Otherwise, I'll have to wait until thursday, and then I can go alone because then I'll be legal and don't need my guardians to aprove me taking the money <8D

hmm.. that money was supposed to be the flight tickets to Japan.. but I'll save that money.. Since I decided to sell all my j-music magazines (well most of them) and probably some of my posters too, I'll have enough money.. so no worries..

..The big guren poster.. I'm going to ask a girl I know, if she want's to buy it.. It's too big for me, and honestly.. It's just a damn poster <8D
I won't sell my cd's thou.. never.. some of them was really hard to get xD

The scary thought is that I for one second considered selling my NLSG limited version.. There's NO WAY IN HELL, that I'll part from that!! .. well.. maybe if someone paid really really well.. then maybe.. but.. yeah *greedy bastard*

Well.. for now, I'll keep laze around in my room. ^^

take care ~

Today was the first time for over a week, that I went outside.. (I think O_o)Progress!!

Anyways, I went into City to buy some b-day prezzies to Mom, her birthday is next week so.. ^^

..I also treated myself for some stuff..
Like Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle..


I used the money I had saved for the Miyavi ticket.. But I felt that, mom is much more important than a concert ticket so.. yep..

Don't ask me why I bought the 1st volume and the 20th..  I tend to do this sometimes.. anyhow.. I've already read this manga in English so it doesn't really matter..
The only thing that may be bothering is that the translated version(english) costs 110 sek, and the one with Japanese text costs 56 sek, Greedy bastards!..I dunno.. >8D
The Swedish print also costs about 50 sek.. But I'd rather not buy them at all, rather then buying the one with the Swedish translation..
I cried and laughed at the same time, when I forced myself to read GTO in Swedish... noooooooooo waaaai!!

I'm going to buy XxxHolic too.. This is a good way for me to train my reading abilities ^-^

oh someone was very amused for a while here..
ayabiexalicenine photoset

Isn't he lovely? And Takehito looks so yummy in this pic too.. ;)


..I just knew.. I was like, 95% sure that it was gonna be those pictures, when I ordered the photoset from Third Stage.
I'm going to scan the pictures later.. I promised Ellinor that I would scan her photos too, so I guess I'll do that sometime next week ^^

..I hate when I buy things on a whim... "ooh I have to buy that photoset....and then.. I'll buy this magazine too!! Even thought I told myself not to!" xDD

I guess these WAS supposed to be the main event..
But somehow, they got pushed in to the dark by the other stuff I got..



I didn't get any funny flyers at all thise time ;_; boring!

Should I put these pics behind a lj-cut?

To buy, or not to buy..!  aaaaawh,  I have to decide!!  I would sooo totally ditch MYV for this.. So I do have the money.. but I think I should save them in case of something else more important turns up... but.. but.. I really want it! >8D
..I should decide pretty quickly thou.. 
...Or should I wait and see what more goodies they will sell? äsch, let's leave that for now..  We'll see..

maybe I should save up some money and buy Gazette Tour Pamphlet 2006 May 7th Nihonbudokan from LP..  But it's expensive *_*  not much more than the PWTB 04 pamphlet thou..

Ellinor and I are playing hooky today... We're baaaad. But right now, she doesn't reply to my messages on MSN.. ARE YOU IGNORING ME WOMAN?!?!?! ;DDDD  *stalks her on AIM instead*

Mom called me in sick today too, I didn't feel well.. But I have to go to school tomorrow. uhuu.. I should drop math. I won't be able to clear that subject anyways, and it would give me some spare time on Wednesdays.

oh, and I don't think I mentioned this before but.. I dyed my hair blond. Some darker color, dunno if it's the same in English but.. light ashblond it's called in Swedish.
In the beginning, my hair went all green and mushy on me. But I think I managed to remove most of the green colors.
At least now I can walk in public without having major complex about my hair :3

I'm going to watch that new Bleach movie, Diamond Dust Rebellion.. or whatever it's name is.. I'm curious as hell! I've been wanting to see it since it was released and finally when I browsed Dattebayos torrent site, I found out that they had subbed it!1 Yaaaay :D <3



*drinks water and eats more chocolate*

23 days left until my 18th birthday! 8D(April 24th)

AAAAAAAAAHHGG!!



I overslept o _O
FUCKING DAYLIGHT SAVING/SUMMERTIME CRAP!!! x'DDD


... FOOD!! Then away to the venue to collect stuff...  ticket? check..  earthingiees whatever *check*

<33333  I'm gonna be soo dead tomorrow ;_;

Rofl... I dunno where I found this in the start.. but apparently, I saved it on my computer.. Sometimes when I need to laugh at myself and others.. I read it... >8D


Sports is a big thing in Sweden and about 75% of the inhabitants time goes toward performing, thinking and talking about sports.

A sport that is not acknowledged by the state but never the less is immensely widespread is "Bus stop-standing" which is practiced every time 2 or more people happen to stand at the same bus stop. It is excruciatingly complicated and even someone who has practiced it for over 2 decades is still considered new to the sport.

The general rules of the sport is to remain at lagom distance to every other person standing at the bus stop. This distance has to be calculated based on the weather and time of year as well as the other persons ethnicity, looks, gender and aged compared to your own. A lagom effort not to ignore the other persons, but to pretend that they don't exist, but not overly, just like they kinda exist but you really don't know it for sure. And remember-never, NEVER EVER utter a word, and if you do have to do it ALWAYS say that "it's nice weather".


See, I can do sports too!!  But I can't say I do that.. It's called, "creating a queue" ;)

Ctrl+I  lovelyyyyyyy!


Well.. I'm off to watch CSI.. ! <3

I have to stop watching ZTV and MTV in the mornings... anytime at all..

*reads subject "SENSUAL SEDUCTION"*  No no no no noooo!! 'craddles ears* DO NOT WANT!!!  I haaate that song..

heaven's got an open door tonight, heaven got an open door toniiiiigh *singsongs*


..you know when you got an aweful song stuck in your brain? One that you absolutely hate but still, won't go away.. so you end up humming away the lyrics..


I hate snoop dogg >_<

I'm trying to get rid of the plague by repeating BWOs song Open Door x'DD 
Bard is so funny in that music video..


Aaanyway! If anybody noticed, I've been absent for a few days! 
Our internet went bonkers three days ago.. or.. njaaa, something stopped working.. so our phone went dead too.. Since it is connected via the internet.. SCORE!!

I just finished reading though my F-pages..  fuuuuck it was a lot..  Let's never do this again please? ;_;
I ate too many peanut rings;____;

Heheh, woops... I ordered some stuff from Third Stage again... whyyyy do I never learn..

But but.. It was a photoset with ayabie and alice nine!! I had do?!?!  11 pictuuuures..

I also ordered Glare vol 6..  couldn't stop myself..


5000 yen.. heheh..  ;_;  the funny part is that it's the shipping thats actually costs.. 3000 yen x'D



...I missed my train.. I was reading..  gotta take the one that departs 08:10 AM instead..


WHY did I chose a school that far away?!?!?   It takes me 1 hour and 20 minutes to get there.. And I have to get up sooo early ;_,

But I'm a early-bird, I can do it!


4 minutes before I have to leave.. BYE! <3